IF TO SEY

"Alcohol is good at your age 
Take some, sip more" 
So he said 
"Whether red wine, beer or spirit 
It doesn't matter; take all gulp it and drink it" 
And so I ignoramusingly did 
But my lungs screamed 'please' 
Day one! Day two!! Day three!!! 
Year one, two and still counting after three 
Palm wine, Red bull, American Honey, Gbo-gbo-nishe 
Too much now; therapy I couldn't initiate 
And so from beer parlour to lounge, 
My life became void and my voice no longer loud 
It was becoming boring 
So I added skunk and smoking 
Cigarettes, weed with speed 
And then with every cough I let out 
I could feel my nostrils and mouth bleed out 
I could hear my lungs rupture 
And my liver punctured 
Every minute I listened 
This pained-life now pisses me 
Even when I feign deafness 
This is now my blindness 
With pain I now gnash my left-over teeth 
"If...
Only if; 
If to sey" 
Those are the exact words of regret 
I now say 
"If to sey" 
#SayNoToHighness